I have a really nice appointment book. I´ll write places of the traveling I wish to do. I´m feeling confuse, I´m a mix of so many things but not really one thing,  I can´t identify myself with an especific current or type of life. I like things that seems so antagonist. I want to have all of the feelings and perspetives. I really wanted to see how everything is, I have a image of Paris in my head.

I´m near vacation time, I´ll play vice city or san andreas so many times. I feel like having a smoke. I should post more personal pics. I feel like dancing all the time. I tended to drink a little to much. All Off to the races is perfect.  around my room. It must be coney island

it snowed today, and we stayed at home. I miss sun,  hot sun. Sunny days in cold days is good, but I really miss hot weather. I´ll miss cold, when it is to hot.
I´ve been thinking how cool it seems to travel around America. Not exactly through the big citys, but seeing the suburbs and the villages and the deserts. I like suburbs, I want to walk around in there without shoes. I´m picturing it, but it wouldn´t be quite the same.
If it wasn´t so cold I could walk around the house in my underwear.

Lo.li.ta

i brought Lolita book home yesterday and I started reading it. I love the atmosphere and the all thing around it.  I have been feeling like I want to become things, like songs or turn into movies or books. I want to feel things deeply. I want someone to feel me deeply. I´ll probably see a movie. I´ll play piano tomorrow. I wish to be her

i feel like I want to be so many people. I put myself in front of the mirror trying to do their facial expression, their moves. Different inspiration comes to me, through the weeks. I´ve been thinking of summer.
I feel like I want to be someones´babe.

 I sticked pineapple leaves on my bedroom wall. They fit good, they have that degradé starting white and going green, they look like an extension of the wall.I sticked them with adhesive tape. I went taking pics of the snow around the city, inside the car. Ocasionally I stopped in a caffe, and took pictures inside and out.

today is friday. For dinner I had codfish with pepper, tomato and elbows pasta. In the plate looked colourful and those elbows were nice to look and eat. I´ll go to a friend house tomorrow and we´ll have dinner there. Today my mum said I should use time better and that I should be studying. I´m not productive on fridays. I´m reading a Saramago book called A Jangada de Pedra and it´s so good i like his irony and his simple view. I want a pile of books in my room. The hours of this week passed rather fast in days but slowly in moments. I feel inspired by grapefruit and by that red colour in its pulp;  I´ve read its acid. yet I haven´t tasted it.

The first picture is Lara mullen in vogue uk april ´12 ; second and third pics not sure of the source; forth picture is Sara Blomqvist by Andreas Öhlund for Stockholm #4