it snowed today, and we stayed at home. I miss sun,  hot sun. Sunny days in cold days is good, but I really miss hot weather. I´ll miss cold, when it is to hot.
I´ve been thinking how cool it seems to travel around America. Not exactly through the big citys, but seeing the suburbs and the villages and the deserts. I like suburbs, I want to walk around in there without shoes. I´m picturing it, but it wouldn´t be quite the same.
If it wasn´t so cold I could walk around the house in my underwear.

Lo.li.ta

i brought Lolita book home yesterday and I started reading it. I love the atmosphere and the all thing around it.  I have been feeling like I want to become things, like songs or turn into movies or books. I want to feel things deeply. I want someone to feel me deeply. I´ll probably see a movie. I´ll play piano tomorrow. I wish to be her

i feel like I want to be so many people. I put myself in front of the mirror trying to do their facial expression, their moves. Different inspiration comes to me, through the weeks. I´ve been thinking of summer.
I feel like I want to be someones´babe.